In December 2019 we had a show out in Cape Town and my voice wasn’t 100s so I kinda lose a little confidence. Its my mojo you know … but I remember this day so dam clearly.

BUT then I got this sense of calmness that allowed me to just be in a room with 5000 people looking at me and control the energy.

It felt somewhat supernatural. I have had these moments quite often. Moments where I’m completely on zero and then somehow I find the courage (sometimes to be honest with you I don’t have a choice) and I get on that stage and see you guys and just feel this boost of energy that literally and PHYSICALLY make me feel stronger.

This is me. A part of my story. A way that I get picked up. What I take from this and what I hope you would take from this is that we need people we can run too and people we have around us that just shower you with love and support.

I NEVER thought that my fans would be that for me, its insane how deeply connected I feel to you guys. How much those moments and many others mean to me. I am grateful.

My last thought on this particular moment is that I have realised time and time again that I am so much bigger than I sometimes may think. So are you … no matter how big the mountain in front of you, you can overcome that! I believe in you …

Love, J